hi, i'm melanie / esther (אֶסְתֵּר) !
they/it/fae/mer/doll/prin (see my pronouns.page for usage and other terms)
i'm a 19 y/o disabled jewitch high femme lesbian and future cosmotology student with lots of passion and way too much time on my hands.
obviously run this website, but what else?
♡ lots of photo and video editing, graphic design and pixel art!
♡ engange in online communities and fanspaces. i predominantely try to interact in discord servers and forums but use social media too (see my links to find me)
♡ moderate my own online spaces! i own a discord server and moderate in others!
♡ working twoards making a youtube channel to post videos about my intrests! stay tuned!
quite a lot! when i'm not online i love to engange in my many other hobbies and intrests!
♡ i love listening to music just as much as i love making or playing it! i want to form a band one day!
♡ i engage in my local preforming arts scene (and i enjoy it whther i'm on stage, behind the scenes or in the audience!)
♡ i do a lot of arts and crafts! i'm constatnly diy-ing things, learning/making new crafts, and journaling/scrapbooking on top of it all!
♡ i spend a lot of time dressing up (namely in alt fashion/jfashion) and cosplaying, often taking photos and videos of my fits!
♡ i enjoy playing games of all kind from video games to card and board games to ttrpgs! i play both alone and with friends
♡ i do lots of reading and writing largey surrouding personal reaserch projects and creating stories
♡ i love spending time with friends and family, resulting in me going out quite a bit! ideally its in nature or with some animals.
♡ i have quite a few collections going and enjoy tending to those!
colors: lavender, baby pink, dandelion yellow
animals: butterfly, seal, cat
foods: chicken, french fries (or anything made with potatos), pasta, challah, ALL the red fruits!
desserts: strawberry shortcake, cinnamon rolls, new york cheesecake, sugar cookies
drinks: honeydew or brown sugar milk tea boba, strawberry soda, amaretto coffee
plants: violet, lavender, rose, sunflower, cacti/succulents
herbs: garlic, cinnamon, mint
season: autumn (i'm an october baby!)
fashions: goth, cottagecore, coquette, bimbocore/y2k, gyaru, lolita, decora
shows/movies: my little pony, ever after high, monster high, winx club, avatar the last airbender, good omens, the disney faries movies, studi ghibli movies, barbie movies, mean girls
animangas: jojo's bizzare adventure, sailor moon, tokyo mew mew
games: stardew valley, animal crossing, pokemon, minecraft, the sims franchise, terraria
music: my all time favourites spotify playlist
dolls/toys: sanrio, barbie, bratz, strawberry shortcake, american girl dolls, littlest pet shop, calico critters/sylvanian families